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Roxy's Heart

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[Isn't that wonderful though?]

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Sol, I'm immortal.

Then that means your good memories are too, as long as you hold onto them.

Just 'cause someone isn't there anymore... A part of them still stays with you forever, y'know? As long as you want it to.

An easy sentiment.

But sixteen years of just distant feelings was painful nuff.

...Is that all it is, then? Pain? That's all any relationship with anybody means to you??

Tan...

[She stops.]

[She lowers the violin and looks at him.]

What is a friendship to a person? Not what it is, what does it mean for people?

I dunno about for other people. But for me... Having a friend means having somebody there to do fun things with and make happy memories with. You can't really do that by yourself - it's always better with a friend around.

And yeah, sometimes people leave. They move away, or they're stuck in the pods for a while, or they go home, or they die. And that hurts. But that doesn't mean the good times didn't happen.

Never having anybody around at all would hurt more than having to say goodbye eventually but being happy while they're there, I think.

[Nods.]

Carapacians tried to eat me as a child. It tainted every interaction, no matter how much I liked 'em.

Those words through the screen were all I had.

They're dead now.

But you were happy while they were there, right? So you can't... you can't regret having had them around.

...And I mean, if you want to be real about it, all my friends from back home are dead too, right? My world is destroyed. They haven't shown up here, so they're gone too. And even though it's possible to bring things back, there's no guarantee Fiere and I'll be strong enough to do it by ourselves, you know?

But I don't regret having met them. Even if I never see them again, even if I don't make it, that time is important to me.

Edited 2015-01-20 04:12 (UTC)

[And that...that gets her angry.]

...people keep saying 'well everyone I know is dead 'cause I'm here,' and I'm getting really fucking sick of that.

[Then she reaches out, and grabs his wrist.]

[WHELP.

THAT memory leaves him on the floor, puking, because have I mentioned yet he doesn't do well with fresh blood...?

(Sorry about the mess.)]

[Neither does she, and this stuff would be why.]

[She steps back, and just...stands there.]

Tan!

[Fiere!Sprite is by Sol's side immediately to try to comfort his human, and kind of giving Roxy a Look of what did you just do

because they don't quite have that level of connection back that Fiere got to see that

Sol will just... eventually... stop puking and then manage the strength to talk.]

...Is that... what you remembered the other day?

That would be it.

[shaaaakily standing up]

...Do you regret it, then? Having met them? Having had them as friends?

Of course not.

But that's not what I'm about.

Then focus on the good, not the bad.

[aaaaand he's hugging you again. And this time he's not letting go even if it hurts. Because dammit he can't shounen punch you so instead somehow or another you WILL accept his dere.]

[Well, it's not like the touch HURTS, it's just...overwhelming.]

The good just makes the bad wor-

[Then shit kind of happened.]

[Well, except she can't play her music right now, BUT STILL.]

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