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Re: ROUND 1

[personal profile] culpa 2015-06-13 12:10 am (UTC)(link)
I wasn't.


Every time before this I've yelled and fought Barghest over how to play, because I hate these. I hate hurting people. I hate watching people get hurt. And I've died, plenty of times. Sometimes just for doing that. My--my first game like this, I played most of it alone. [ and he lifts a hand, looks to the scar in the middle of his palm. ] I tore myself up and cried because I. . to try and save as many as I could, Nyssa told us to tear off our nails and cut open our hands and take something that started nightmares and I did it. I'd do it again. I'd do it a thousand times.


But I don't want to fight my team anymore. Even if I hate playing like this.
bladefisting: (affronted | i see the dragonmaw)

Re: ROUND 1

[personal profile] bladefisting 2015-06-13 12:14 am (UTC)(link)
[ Sighing and nodding. She seems to understand the feeling. ]

I don't think anyone likes to play anything like this. If they do, then they are not worthy of calling themselves a teammate. Watching you all suffer...

[ She frowns, and in that moment you can see a small sliver of her anger normally reserved for raid bosses and the Horde. ]

I will take pleasure in the day that we can one day dispose of her.

Re: ROUND 1

[personal profile] plotluck 2015-06-13 12:22 am (UTC)(link)
[Okay what if big guy drapes on your head affectionately, just quiet but listening and warm and friendly and here while you relive your trauma.]
culpa: (bury me 'til i confess。)

Re: ROUND 1

[personal profile] culpa 2015-06-13 12:31 am (UTC)(link)
We'll get through it.

[ and eventually he'll kill nyssa even if it means destroy himself because fuck nyssa. ]