DAWON

[soulping]

[ You find yourself in a section of the maze walled off by hedges sporting glowing pink flowers. Several tree stumps with rich velvet cushions on them surround a much larger stump, upon which lie a number of cards... ]

Comments

Re: DISCUSSION

[pawper]

I'm not. I'm not better.

That's why it's fine to throw me away, if it means someone else can be spared.

Re: DISCUSSION

[secretbooty]

Holy shit—Hydra, what the hell!? It's never fine to throw anyone away, I don't care what you say! No one wants you thrown away, and I bet the rest of Dawon would agree! Bengal agrees! It's not okay, because believe it or not, you're worth a lot to us!

Re: DISCUSSION

[pawper]

You guys only think like that because you don't understand. I keep trying to explain it to people, but no one understands.

I don't get it at all.

Re: DISCUSSION

[secretbooty]

No one understands because we love you, and no one likes seeing people they love go through all of that shit!

Re: DISCUSSION

[pawper]

And that's what I really don't get. Those feelings are just a waste, you know? It's silly to care that much about something like me.

[there

she said it

thing]

Re: DISCUSSION

[secretbooty]

[...did you really just.]

[HEADBUTTING]

You're more than just a thing, I've been saying that over and over and over again! Even if you were just a spoon, I wouldn't throw my spoon into the fire if I liked it! I wouldn't let anything happen to it! Don't tell me that my feelings are a waste!

Re: DISCUSSION

[pawper]

Ow....!

[looking so perplexed, why on earth did you do that???]

But that's what spoons, and slippers, and everything else that helps and comforts you is for......you use them until they break, until they aren't useful anymore. That's the natural order of things.

Re: DISCUSSION

[secretbooty]

I'll break the natural order of things. Fuck the natural order of things!

Besides, you're not a thing, you are a person! You feel emotions, that makes you a person!

Re: DISCUSSION

[pawper]

[With a resigned sort of patience:]

My feelings aren't important in the slightest. I forget them all the time.

Re: DISCUSSION

[secretbooty]

Bullshit, no you don't.

You're having feelings right now, and you're not forgetting them!

Re: DISCUSSION

[pawper]

They still aren't important. So you should just forget about them, too.

Re: DISCUSSION

[secretbooty]

They're important.

I'm not gonna forget them, either. You can't tell me what to do.

Re: DISCUSSION

[pawper]

I'm trying to make your life easier.

[did she just




yeah, she did]

Re: DISCUSSION

[secretbooty]

My life will never be easier if you're gonna hurt yourself like this.

Re: DISCUSSION

[pawper]

It will if you just accept that this is how things are supposed to be, how I'm supposed to be.

Re: DISCUSSION

[secretbooty]

I refuse.

That sounds like a shitty life.

Re: DISCUSSION

[pawper]

It's the only life I have.

Re: DISCUSSION

[secretbooty]

Make a new one.

Re: DISCUSSION

[pawper]

I don't want a new one. That's like wanting a new arm when the one you have is working fine.

Besides, that's impossible.

Re: DISCUSSION

[secretbooty]

Bullshit. Nothing's impossible.

Re: DISCUSSION

[pawper]

Try to live without breathing. It's impossible, without a doubt.

That's what you're asking me to do.

Re: DISCUSSION

[secretbooty]

I could figure it out.

New things aren't easy, but sometimes you gotta do it.

Re: DISCUSSION

[pawper]

[.......nope she's decided she's done with this endless loop of a conversation BECAUSE YOU AREN'T GETTING IT

and is trying for the cards again

Re: DISCUSSION

[secretbooty]

[MMMNOPE

thankfully someone not you manages to get it]