Dying hurts a lot, so please--don't say stuff like that. I mean. . haha, I did, too! For the longest time.
And it hurt everyone around me. I. . it didn't hurt me nearly as much as it hurt them, and if something happened to you guys, even if you were okay with it, it'd definitely hurt me a lot.
But I don't think I could watch everyone get hurt and not be hurt either. I'm not okay with anyone getting hurt, but I'm even less okay with someone taking my share too.
...I will agree to that, as long as you don't exclude us from it. I won't let anyone take everything for themselves, but a family should take everything together.
You said that you have been in our position before. Did you not feel terrible that you were to sit and do nothing as people died for you? Did you not feel...selfish?
Every time before this I've yelled and fought Barghest over how to play, because I hate these. I hate hurting people. I hate watching people get hurt. And I've died, plenty of times. Sometimes just for doing that. My--my first game like this, I played most of it alone. [ and he lifts a hand, looks to the scar in the middle of his palm. ] I tore myself up and cried because I. . to try and save as many as I could, Nyssa told us to tear off our nails and cut open our hands and take something that started nightmares and I did it. I'd do it again. I'd do it a thousand times.
But I don't want to fight my team anymore. Even if I hate playing like this.
[ Sighing and nodding. She seems to understand the feeling. ]
I don't think anyone likes to play anything like this. If they do, then they are not worthy of calling themselves a teammate. Watching you all suffer...
[ She frowns, and in that moment you can see a small sliver of her anger normally reserved for raid bosses and the Horde. ]
I will take pleasure in the day that we can one day dispose of her.
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And it hurt everyone around me. I. . it didn't hurt me nearly as much as it hurt them, and if something happened to you guys, even if you were okay with it, it'd definitely hurt me a lot.
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[ but he won't be happy about it. ]
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You said that you have been in our position before. Did you not feel terrible that you were to sit and do nothing as people died for you? Did you not feel...selfish?
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Every time before this I've yelled and fought Barghest over how to play, because I hate these. I hate hurting people. I hate watching people get hurt. And I've died, plenty of times. Sometimes just for doing that. My--my first game like this, I played most of it alone. [ and he lifts a hand, looks to the scar in the middle of his palm. ] I tore myself up and cried because I. . to try and save as many as I could, Nyssa told us to tear off our nails and cut open our hands and take something that started nightmares and I did it. I'd do it again. I'd do it a thousand times.
But I don't want to fight my team anymore. Even if I hate playing like this.
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I don't think anyone likes to play anything like this. If they do, then they are not worthy of calling themselves a teammate. Watching you all suffer...
[ She frowns, and in that moment you can see a small sliver of her anger normally reserved for raid bosses and the Horde. ]
I will take pleasure in the day that we can one day dispose of her.
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[ and eventually he'll kill nyssa even if it means destroy himself because fuck nyssa. ]