soulping ([personal profile] soulping) wrote2015-11-07 04:15 pm

hiyo haato

Heart starts at 5:30!

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Re: TRUE HEART

[personal profile] withmyownfists 2015-11-14 04:26 am (UTC)(link)
Silver, you can tell me anything.
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Re: TRUE HEART

[personal profile] wherethewildthingsare 2015-11-14 05:13 am (UTC)(link)
...All that stuff I said was true, y'know.

I just.

Sometimes I worry that you don't value yourself enough.
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Re: TRUE HEART

[personal profile] withmyownfists 2015-11-14 06:45 am (UTC)(link)
Daisy said something like this to me once, too. But... I'm only acting the way I was raised. --I think.
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Re: TRUE HEART

[personal profile] wherethewildthingsare 2015-11-14 08:13 am (UTC)(link)
..That might be true, but..

[He sheepishly rubs the back of his head.]

I'm not saying you shouldn't help people or anything, but.. for little stuff? There's no reason you should sacrifice your own happiness. You deserve to be happy, as much as anyone else. That's all I'm saying. You don't need to take on everyone's problems so much that it hurts yourself.
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[personal profile] withmyownfists 2015-11-14 09:02 am (UTC)(link)
I'm not sure I understand. What little stuff was I taking on from other people that hurt me?
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Re: TRUE HEART

[personal profile] withmyownfists 2015-11-14 09:04 am (UTC)(link)
Unless...
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Re: TRUE HEART

[personal profile] withmyownfists 2015-11-14 09:05 am (UTC)(link)
... Silver, are you referring to... when I kept begging people to let me help them? Before I fell asleep--and when you met the Gatekeeper?
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Re: TRUE HEART

[personal profile] wherethewildthingsare 2015-11-14 09:09 am (UTC)(link)
A little.

But you also... kinda give me that impression at other times, too.
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[personal profile] withmyownfists 2015-11-14 09:11 am (UTC)(link)
Well... that wasn't really me, before, and it wasn't the helping that was hurting me. At least--not now. When did I give you that impression before?

[ she can certainly think of some big things she did that weren't appreciate and probably qualify as harmful. but small things? ]
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Re: TRUE HEART

[personal profile] withmyownfists 2015-11-14 08:00 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm sorry that I gave you that impression, regardless. Honestly, doing the little things... like baking, or gifts, quests--sometimes that's all I can do. For others, and myself. It's what keeps me from feeling useless and it makes me happy.
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Re: TRUE HEART

[personal profile] wherethewildthingsare 2015-11-14 11:01 pm (UTC)(link)
..Just remember what I said, okay.

That you're not a burden for having to rely on someone. Eventually they'll have to rely on you, too.
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Re: TRUE HEART

[personal profile] withmyownfists 2015-11-15 05:14 am (UTC)(link)
Mm. I'm going to try to work on that. Relying on others more. And being okay with that.

Re: TRUE HEART

[personal profile] wherethewildthingsare 2015-11-15 08:08 pm (UTC)(link)
That's good.