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[Lucciola's Heart]

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[ ... IS THERE A PEN AROUND. 8l ]

[yes, there's a pen]

[ GOOD.

Finding either a free section on that paper or on the back of it or SOMETHING to write on. FURIOUSLY FEELINGSLY!! ]

As long as you're true to your feelings and your choices, it's okay no matter how they might grow and change over time.

[ Since he ... doesn't want Lucciola to feel like he has any obligation to stay one way in how he feels. That whole mulling about his feelings being born from something like his servitude is something that hits Rook inside. It's not something he particularly wants to end up being true, either ... but at the same time, he wants Lucciola to not feel attached by any obligation to anything. So if Lucciola ever gets to a point of being TOTALLY FREE (which is kind of Rook's main objective here) and decides hey, staying around Dio maybe isn't the best thing for me, peace out yo, he ... would try not to mind too much because Lucciola's absolute freedom and detachment from those things is what he wants more than anything. Kind of a case of IF YOU LOVE SOMETHING SET IT FREE mixed in with that whole IF YOU HOLD ONTO X IT'LL HATE BEING THERE BUT IF YOU LET IT GO IT MIGHT WANT TO STICK AROUND.

Anyway continuing under that. ]

It's okay to get upset and angry about things-- people upset each other sometimes, no matter what. It doesn't mean they care about each other any less or can't fix it. Sometimes it doesn't even need to be fixed because upset can stem from things that aren't wrong or bad to begin with. That goes for you, too. You can let things upset you. But don't kick yourself for feeling that way or making somebody else feel that way, whether it was by accident or on purpose.

The only thing that would be disappointing would be giving up on your emotions. Fumble around in the dark all you want-- eventually you'll find your way. You have people willing to help you through it, too, who will be your points of light. So don't stop, and find your way through it all you need to. We'll be here. I'll be here. And even if you trip in the dark every now and then, I'll help you back up. But I'll never be disappointed, even if you trip and fall a hundred times.

What ifs aren't clear answers. You never know what will happen unless you keep going. Sometimes it will be confusing, sometimes it will be scary, and even hurt. But don't stop wondering, thinking, trying. Consider any and everything you feel, and don't just ignore things. We're here to help you with that, too. And me, I always am.

Edited 2014-06-20 23:09 (UTC)

[what you write glows a little on the paper and then just settles. as if it's always been there]

[ That's better. :'|

... glancing over the different names and the back and forth Lucciola seemed to going between too before jotting down one more thing. ]

Call me whatever you want, but don't forget. What I want to be isn't your lord or your better, but your equal. Your friend.

[don't you mean boyfriend]

[ Well that too but. Somehow Lord Boyfriend Dio doesn't have a ring to it with that Lord still there.

... not that I want you to refer to me as Boyfriend Dio.

Even though it'd be awesome. ]