soulping | Canis's heart

Canis's heart

The moment you step through the mirror door, you seem to - slip, as if the floor were made of wax, but when you fall there is no floor to catch you; only darkness.

You fall for some time. Eventually, it feels as if you're not falling at all - but rather, floating . . . and some time after that, it almost feels as if you have no body at all. The light from which the entrance of Canis's heart is disappears quickly, and you're left with nothing - not even your own screams, if you have any; nothing seems to leave your throat, and there's no sound at all, besides. Even the rushing of wind is gone, and your own pulse seems to fade away. . .

. . . what penetrates your consciousness next is the soft sound of music. Someway or another, you find yourself on a white platform; you're dressed in plain clothes of your team color, all items gone from your person. In front of you, four stones float; all perfectly square and identical to each other. Each have images - a sword, a staff, a bow and arrow, and a sparkling circle . . . you understand what you must do.

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It ain't right for you to talk to his heart like that, Sparrow.

[ there's--a bit of bitterness behind his tone, jealousy. ]

's not right for you to make him love you. You're not even part of Barghest.

[ ...ah. coming from Mira, that hurts to hear.

she stiffens but tries to keep the hurt off her face as she reminds herself they promised Sirius they wouldn't scare Love.

some of the hurt slips through in her voice and Sparrow tries to hold onto Love's hand. ]

If Canis loves me, that's his choice. I... I just want him to know I love him, even if I'm not part of Barghest.

Why're you good enough an' I ain't? [ he keeps his head down, forehead pressed to his knees; there's pain in his tone, too, voice cracking. ]

Why's this part of him sayin' he'll love me but she wouldn't even come out when I found 'er? Why're you better than me?

Love holds onto Sparrow tightly, and there's a sense of unease directed to Mira, but Sparrow can feel an anchoring calm as well, a soft wave of tranquility and security when she holds onto Love, as if the NPC were a sort of calming agent. She however does not speak, instead inching away from Mira and his bitterness.

Devotion on the other hand holds onto Mira tightly, "That's not true, you're fine you're perfect I do love you please, please don't be sad, don't hurt."

Love is scared, Mira. The people Canis loved most are asleep, and he woke up without either of them.

[ she absentmindedly brushes her thumb against the back of Love's hand. ]

It's not that he doesn't love you. It's that he misses familiar things and people.

Leave for a second, Sparrow. Please.

...Is that alright with you, Love?

Love doesn't look so sure. She holds onto Sparrow a little more tightly, nervously.

"I'm scared. I-I don't want to be alone again, I don't want to be hurt again. . . . d-do you have to go?"

I won't go far, just outside the door. I'll be there if you need me. I promise, you won't be alone.

[ she kisses Love's cheek, trying to reassure. ]

But if you really don't want me to go, I can stay here and cover my ears? If that's okay with Mira.

". . . Stay with me. Please."

I'll stay.

[ an immediate reassurance, coupled by a light squeeze of her hand. ]

I'll cover my ears, if Mira doesn't want me to overhear.

". . . Okay."

She squeezes back lightly, relaxing.

[ hairpets while steeling herself for Mira's (seemingly) inevitable displeasure ]

. . so bein' with me's as bad as bein' alone, is it. Even though I love you.

". . . you hurt me."

It's not accusatory, but Mira can feel pain in her words, the pain of rejection and isolation and loneliness.

"Who are you? I don't know you. . . . I don't know you."

I didn't mean ta hurt you.

[ but he's nnnot going to move until sparrow's out of the room. ]

Shakes her head, pulling Sparrow closer.

"I don't know you."

Fine.

[ getting himself up and grabbing devotion's hand to. stomp off, yes. ]

You're not gettin' his part, then. [ sparrow.

stomping off. ]

[ oh

my

god???? ]

If Love doesn't know you, then introduce yourself to her before having a tantrum!

[ if she didn't need to worry about traumatizing part of Canis, she would punch him in the face

as it is, she's staring after him in equal parts disappointment, anger and hurt. ]

You're in my way!

[ pauses in his. stomping. to turn to devotion. ]

Don't tell her your part, a'right?

M. . . makes a face, but nods.

[ yeah okay b y e we're leaving. ]

Okay but where are you going.

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[ Sparrow swallows hard and fails to actually keep herself from crying. (she didn't want this, but she didn't want to hurt Love by leaving when being left frightened her, why couldn't Mira understand that?)

you made her cry in Love's room, Mira, w2g. ]

Love doesn't seem frightened by Sparrow - just sad. She wipes away a tear from Sparrow's face, rubbing at her cheeks, and radiates comfort.

"I'm sorry."