soulping | hiyo haato

..He's very strong.

More than he gives himself credit for, probably. But he still needs people.

..Yeah, I agree.

Good. I hope you'll be there for him, in the future.

[ a beat ]

Was there anything you wanted to ask or tell me, before you leave here?

Ha.. well...

I can think of some things, but you won't really remember them, will you.

Probably not. It doesn't mean some things might not change, though. There's a person's conscious thought, and then there's their unconscious. So... I'm happy to talk with you about whatever.

But if it's anything about distancing myself from him, my position where Yato stands is firm.

Relax, I've made peace with that.

More or less.

[ more or less, is it? hm. the room warms up a little ]

Oh? Well what was it you want to ask about, then?

Well, it's not so much ask as.. tell.

Silver, you can tell me anything.

...All that stuff I said was true, y'know.

I just.

Sometimes I worry that you don't value yourself enough.

Daisy said something like this to me once, too. But... I'm only acting the way I was raised. --I think.

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..That might be true, but..

[He sheepishly rubs the back of his head.]

I'm not saying you shouldn't help people or anything, but.. for little stuff? There's no reason you should sacrifice your own happiness. You deserve to be happy, as much as anyone else. That's all I'm saying. You don't need to take on everyone's problems so much that it hurts yourself.

I'm not sure I understand. What little stuff was I taking on from other people that hurt me?

Edited 2015-11-14 09:04 (UTC)

Unless...

... Silver, are you referring to... when I kept begging people to let me help them? Before I fell asleep--and when you met the Gatekeeper?

A little.

But you also... kinda give me that impression at other times, too.

Well... that wasn't really me, before, and it wasn't the helping that was hurting me. At least--not now. When did I give you that impression before?

[ she can certainly think of some big things she did that weren't appreciate and probably qualify as harmful. but small things? ]

Edited 2015-11-14 19:58 (UTC)

I'm sorry that I gave you that impression, regardless. Honestly, doing the little things... like baking, or gifts, quests--sometimes that's all I can do. For others, and myself. It's what keeps me from feeling useless and it makes me happy.

..Just remember what I said, okay.

That you're not a burden for having to rely on someone. Eventually they'll have to rely on you, too.

Mm. I'm going to try to work on that. Relying on others more. And being okay with that.

That's good.

hiyo haato

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